Love it!!!

MySpace

Sorry I’ve been so absent lately. I really haven’t had much to say, at least not that is positive. I’ve pretty much moved over to MySpace too. I can’t seem to keep up with two places at once. *shrugs* I’m sorry. You can look for me at www.myspace.com/angelicsilouette

I shot a Mexican because I was high.

Pick the month (number) you were born in:
1—-I fell in love with
2—-I ate a
3—-I smacked
4—-I sang to
5—-I gave my number to
6—-I gave a lap dance to
7—-I shot
8—-I murdered
9—-I choked on
10—I bitched out
11—I had sex with
12—I humped

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1——-A homeless guy
2——-your mom
3——-a banana
4——-a fork
5——-a Mexican
6——-a gangster
7——-a hooker
8——-an ipod
9——-a pickle
10——-a goat
11——-my dog
12——-a ninja
13——-the computer
14——-my best friends boyfriend
15——-my neighbor
16——-myself
17——-a Jones soda
18——-a llama
19——-a football player
20——-a stuffed animal
21——-a permanent marker
22——-my dad
23——-my brother
24——-my psychiatrist
25——-a policeman
26——-a condom
27——-my sister
28——-a baseball bat
29——-a DVD player
30——-a paperclip
31——-my cell phone

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:.
White——Because I was high.
Black——-Because thats how i roll.
Pink——–Because I’m NOT homosexual.
Red———Because the voices told me to.
Blue——–Because I’m sexy and I do what I want
Green——Because I hate myself.
Purple——Because I’m naked.
Gray——–Because that’s how I roll.
Yellow——Because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange—-Because I hate my family.
Other——-Because I was drunk.

Wow!

Thanks to Strange‘s LJ anniversary it made me wonder how long I’ve been on here. Well, this year was my 5 year anniversary and I missed it completely. It is very interesting to go back and see where I was 5 years ago. If someone would have told me I would be where I am now then I would have never believed them. Married? Maybe. But not living in Broken Bow. I still can’t believe I’m here really though. I feel so stuck. I think I always feel stuck….it’s always something.

Home alone

So, my kids are gone for the weekend to go to the zoo with the cousins. My husband is at work until 7:00. My best friend is in another town. I’m home alone with no school work. This feels weird. How pathetic am I that I am sitting here with the laptop next to me on the couch while I play Kingdom Hearts II for almost the 6th straight hour….talk about LAZY!!! The reason the laptop is next to me is so I don’t have to get up and walk into the other room to look things up about the game on GameFAQs. *sighs* Apparently it doesn’t get better than this….I guess.

What Happened?

What happened to me?
Where did I go?
I’m not the person I remember
I don’t know who I am
I don’t know what I am doing
Where am I?
I used to feel
I used to be joyful
Feel pain…
I still feel pain
But that is all.
Where have I gone?

Crap!

I hate it when I thought of something to post and then by the time I make it to the update page I have completely forgotten what I was going to say. These are the days of my life. *sighs* Obviously it wasn’t overly important….OH WAIT! I remember now. I was going to post a question to a community. Ok…here goes.

Just because…

I haven’t shown a picture of myself lately and I got all spiffy today for some reason…

Holy shit!

I’m gonna wet myself!! Dream job just e-mailed about setting up a phone interview. Just got another e-mail, apparently this is just the pre-screening process but still!! I’ve never made it even to that before.

Tired of the crap

So much for the good feelings of last Monday. Things are back to the way they always are yet again. I don’t know what to do. I’m tired of feeling like this. I’m tired of everything going badly.