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Attack

This is a group I just found out about the other day and I have denoted this song as my new anthem: I won’t suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted Surrender to nothing, I’ll give up what I Started … Continue reading

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Scars

I’ve always liked this song but just realized how fitting it is for my life right now: I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut. My weakness is, that I care too much. And my scars remind me, that … Continue reading

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It’s Done

I broke it off yet again with Curtis. Three strikes and you’re out. Why do I constantly feel as though I should give more chances? That I should let this one slide…that I can handle the pain…that he deserves another … Continue reading

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Moving On

Currently, I’m searching for a contact. I’m searching for someone who can relate to what I’m going through. The more I search, the more I realize…I may not be alone but I’m definitely not a majority. I can’t decide if … Continue reading

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Lonely….again

Not much new to say…I’m here…I’m alone…I don’t call anyone…I don’t know what to say. Maybe its a good thing that I don’t have anything to say…I’d like to think that means I’m at peace with it. If I wasn’t, … Continue reading

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Divorce is Worse Than Death

At least if someone dies, I can grieve and then put their memories up on a shelf. Sure you run across the stray reminder here and there but you are not randomly confronted with the reminder daily (at least not … Continue reading

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Silence

Silence is my enemy. It was my enemy when I was married…well, I guess I’m still married, but you know what I mean. It is my enemy now that I’m alone. It is what makes me feel even more alone. … Continue reading

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