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Official

So, I’m officially divorced…ya, not sure what more to say. It is a weird combination of being ecstatic, forlorn, afraid, thrilled, angry, and relieved. Let me just say, those emotions DO NOT combine well. If the divorce hearing wasn’t bad … Continue reading

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Surreal

These past 4 months have been completely surreal. I never thought I’d give up on my marriage…before January I couldn’t see myself finally having enough and breaking it off with Tony. I thought I was stuck forever. I thought my stubbornness … Continue reading

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Trust

I don’t know why it is so important that Tony acknowledges he trusts me…maybe its because I don’t think he EVER has. And now it is more important than ever that he does…but he doesn’t. I have no reason to … Continue reading

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More Lies

I was just starting to put my trust back in Tony…the good question at this point is: WHY??? He has lied to me at every turn. Why in the world do I even attempt to trust him? The only answer … Continue reading

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Attack

This is a group I just found out about the other day and I have denoted this song as my new anthem: I won’t suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted Surrender to nothing, I’ll give up what I Started … Continue reading

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Scars

I’ve always liked this song but just realized how fitting it is for my life right now: I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut. My weakness is, that I care too much. And my scars remind me, that … Continue reading

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It’s Done

I broke it off yet again with Curtis. Three strikes and you’re out. Why do I constantly feel as though I should give more chances? That I should let this one slide…that I can handle the pain…that he deserves another … Continue reading

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